This blog's for ME

Almost 25 years old, asking my parents if I can sleep in their bed with them. I had thought I was going to be the 25th Prime Minister of Canada. Things had changed. 10 years later, I was still a scared little boy. The time had come to slap myself awake. One Saturday morning, November 19th, 2009, I declared to the world I would be riding my 10 year-old motorcycle from Vancouver, BC Canada to Rio de Janeiro, Brasil, and back.

The official departure was August 28th, 2010. A group of well-wishers saw me off at 8:03 am.

I arrived in Rio de Janeiro around 6 pm March 1st, 2011.



My return to Vancouver came on July 5th, 2011 about 2:00 pm.

Drug & alcohol abuse, ADD, social anxiety, health, chronic pain, night terrors.

So many concerns. But I am far more interested in this question: Do I have the capacity to make this trip despite all my shortcomings?

My mission: To inspire myself to face my fears, enlighten myself on how all living things can peacefully co-exist, enjoy every moment, and see the world as plentiful and generous.

Go ahead. Call me crazy. Call me anything you like.

I'm out to save my world.



I LOVE YOU ALL



Questions, comments, concerns, threats? Contact me: jason.chapman99@gmail.com


Americana

I hadn't remembered this town, this urban mix of old, brick-laden main street stores, and new neon signs attracting visitor's hard earned cash to their casinos, but I had been here before. We had first visited here in the winter of 1983/84 as an innocent busload of Stettlerites pushing their luck at an international hockey tournament. The second was 10 years later, when I kidnapped my best friend in Red Deer, only to be crying in our beers the next morning in a run-down hotel room at the spectacular Canadian disappointment of the Lillehammer Olympic Hockey Games.
Today, the Starbucks in Great Falls, Montana was the extent of my experience here. As the sky seemed to instantaneously fill with one, massive, black-as-hades cloud, I chat with the server, and ask her what these clouds mean, assuming she's got some meteorological experience of the local area. "They'll blow over soon enough." I flirt with her a bit and tell her she's got the looks and personality of a weather woman and that she should consider that as a job. "Oh, thank you." she replied. What she probably meant to say was "Hey, old man, we close in 5 minutes. Get your butt back on that motorbike of yours and get out of here!" Enough not said.
It was 9 pm on a Tuesday night. 'Anyone with brains in their head', as my father would so eloquently state, would not have ventured out by the look of those clouds. He's right, but I just felt it would be fine, and I was anxious to get on the road. Besides, it would have been rude to ignore the Starbucks Weather Girl.
We ended up winning it all in both divisions we competed in. Although I was too young to appreciate it, I know now of the pride and excitement our parents must have felt. By 4 am, I wish I had been able to conjure up that same mood. I had made it to Mile 0, supposedly the demarcation point between Montana, and Idaho, but I couldn't be sure. I chose to take that exit, and upon finding no services available at the town denoted on the blue sign, postured a moment, and considered my extreme tiredness might require some downtime. When I had woken up, the weather had turned downright chilly. I checked the watch: 6 am. I was beginning to regret my entire decision to ride to Brazil, especially considering the trip had only begun. A few moments of self-pity elapsed, and after a quick run back and forth over the dirt road, I had gotten back on the bike. Within a few minutes I stopped at the next town of Spencer, opal mining capital of The USA. I pulled up to the lone pair of turn-of-the-century gas pumps, and prepared to put my kickstand down. As I leaned the bike to the left, the enormous weight of a 500 pound bike, and 100 or so pounds of items stored on the back, won the battle. The bike fell over - a travesty for any rider. The first attempt to right the vessel failed, and for a moment I really thought I was stuck. The bike had stalled by now, and I only had one choice. Turning around, I searched for a strong hold on the side of the massive backpack strapped to the rear of the bike with my left hand, and with my right, grabbed onto the handle bars. With what was everything left of my back strength, I slowly lifted it back to the balancing point. I dusted myself off, inspected the bike, and after finding no damages, hoped for a change in fortune.
Dillon, Idaho came as an oasis, after about 20 minutes of riding: a large gas station in the middle of the prairies complete with a store boasting a fast-food restaurant and warm coffee. The fellows that frequented the 7 am fill-up spot came right out of a cowboy western movie, with spurs-a-janglin', and snuff neatly pocketed away in their cheeks no doubt. It was a little taste of home, and a welcome respite from a harrowing journey.

1 comment:

  1. Your journey reminds me of the time I was inspired to get to NYC to continue the metaphysical training I had begun in Rock Creek.
    WIth only five dollars and my wit between me and my maker, I made a bee-line from San Diego one fine winter day. As it turns out self-reliance is enough... I lived to tell the tale, just barely.

    Suzanna

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