I let go of any movie purchasing choices tonight, and prepared to watch one with Kike and Tati. It was Solitary Man starring Michael Douglas. It was a surprising mirror into my own life, and the pull between opposing worlds. The director did not hand feed any happy ending, and was able to leave me to make my own decision about the movie, and accordingly about my own life. As I embark for Paraguay, I do feel clearer about making decisions that have nothing to do with anyone else, and separating my ego from me.