Guatemalan roads improved, but the weather did not. Cloudy, misty, cold and high altitudes combined with some overdue negativity to make for a tough ride. I woke up from this self flagelation and remembered I am not always what I think I am, or the thoughts that I preoccupy myself. The stigglers included, but were not restricted to: all your friends are married with kids, steady job, house, two cars. It was doubly distressing to think that I somehow had to catch up to be worthy, or to be a part of society......
Then I saw it for what it was: I was scared to do it alone. It would be much easier to do what everyone else is doing, but it wouldnt necessarily be as satisfying, in the end. At least thats what I am telling myself. I did save the world from at least one generation of 1 or 2 more humans, and did use that time to scurry around every little dark hole in my mind and soul. This, I believe, would help enormously in being a parent if I ever do become one.
Now, in La Paloma, Mexico, I am a man on fire, fighting a bad head, body and chest cold from the AC two nights ago. I am definitely sweating it out in this 40 degree hot and dry weather.
The map Ive attached to the blog is not accurate; I am closer to Matias Romero, on the way to highway 147 west.
Last night, I hit the border and got through again amazingly quickly, but I had to find another customs place to get my permit. Over an hour later, I found it, only to discover that its regular 24 hour operations ceased on Sundays. I had to really think to realize what day it was. So, I did it this morning.
The rest of my journey will be to hightail to around Veracruz area, then Montmoros border with Brownsville, Texas. I think I will put on 1000 km at least today, after already 500 or so in the bag. I am ready to see my friends and family, and soak up the love.
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A Philosophy on Life, Adventure, Happiness and Fear
This blog's for ME
Almost 25 years old, asking my parents if I can sleep in their bed with them. I had thought I was going to be the 25th Prime Minister of Canada. Things had changed. 10 years later, I was still a scared little boy. The time had come to slap myself awake. One Saturday morning, November 19th, 2009, I declared to the world I would be riding my 10 year-old motorcycle from Vancouver, BC Canada to Rio de Janeiro, Brasil, and back.
The official departure was August 28th, 2010. A group of well-wishers saw me off at 8:03 am.
I arrived in Rio de Janeiro around 6 pm March 1st, 2011.
My return to Vancouver came on July 5th, 2011 about 2:00 pm.
Drug & alcohol abuse, ADD, social anxiety, health, chronic pain, night terrors.
So many concerns. But I am far more interested in this question: Do I have the capacity to make this trip despite all my shortcomings?
My mission: To inspire myself to face my fears, enlighten myself on how all living things can peacefully co-exist, enjoy every moment, and see the world as plentiful and generous.
Go ahead. Call me crazy. Call me anything you like.
I'm out to save my world.
I LOVE YOU ALL
Questions, comments, concerns, threats? Contact me: jason.chapman99@gmail.com
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- Jason Chapman
- After 12 years in the strata condominium world, I decided it was time to stand up and make a difference.
We miss you and can't wait to hear the most fascinating tidbits when it's our turn in the queue ;)
ReplyDeleteAlso, remember the grass is always greener. Some of us married-with-kid types are quite envious of your freedom, adventure and courage.
Do a few laps knowing you live in a luxury few of us allow ourselves to find. <3
Here's to the journey! Huzzah!
Danielle
Hi Ja! We are ready to see you too, and lavish you with love and attention! Just get here safe!! I agree with Danielle...most of us wish that we could have done even half the things that you have, Ja. You do worry way too much about what you THINK you should have accomplished. Just enjoy what you have accomplished!! Love you and miss you!!
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